Breast Cancer PLUS Painful Osteoarthritis
GoFundMe - for help with bills while I battle breast cancer and osteoarthritis pain
I have stage 2 homone receptor breast cancer. Over several weeks before my chemotherapy treatments begin I have had a GoFundMe set up. During my lifetime no one has ever stuck by me long enough through any problems so that I could work them out. I was always afraid to get sick and here we are with the worst type of illness, cancer. That is not even the big problem.
If I was physically capable I would still go do physical labor jobs so that I could pay the bills. I can't do that now or anytime soon because I need a shoulder replacement surgery on an area that has a history that began in March of 1988. For that long now I have been very disabled but I did everything to hide it because I didn't want anyone to think of me as being vulnerable as a target. In Jan of 1998 I was hit by a car and injured the same spot again. The surgery was not approved until 2000 after lots of physical therapy made it permanently worse. It had two surgeries in 2000 where three pins were inserted where the socket is located, however it really needed a shoulder replacement back then. It still hurt for decades which I told the surgeon many times and caused financial losses that will never be regained. It caused lots of depression too where I would hide away from the public in general which caused large gaps of unemployment in my resume. I can't hide it.
Well now the cancer is added to it along with osteoarthritis. The osteoarthritis causes constant pain and restricted range of motion because of it being severe around the joint and the pins. I can't move it very much because of bone against bone with the pins pinching a nerve where it stays in constant pain.
The cancer so far is not causing that much pain where I could hide that I have it. The pain in the shoulder and the restricted range of motion is something that I am unable to hide. Day after day I am not making any income but instead am dealing with this and with talking to many trying to find income, make connections, or have to spend time talking to the medical team about appointments and other stuff.
I am so exhausted. I am very available to talk to anyone via video chat from a live platform such as YouTube. I will NOT provide any emails, phone numbers, personal address, etc. to anyone. Social media platforms provide enough to make it unnecessary to give any personal details like those out anymore. I have enough information wide open to the entire planet availavle to view, including video updates, on my YouTube channel and GoFundMe page.
Please share my GoFuneMelink. If you landed on this page consider yourself to be my included family. I lost my mother and my father but neither would be available for different reasons anyway. I have depended on strangers in my life since age 7 when I lost my mother. In some ways my 7-year-old emotional part of me never healed and always wonders if anyone will ever accept me in my life like she did. I try to accept others as much as possible while still protecting myself at the same time.
I have stage 2 homone receptor breast cancer. Over several weeks before my chemotherapy treatments begin I have had a GoFundMe set up. During my lifetime no one has ever stuck by me long enough through any problems so that I could work them out. I was always afraid to get sick and here we are with the worst type of illness, cancer. That is not even the big problem.
If I was physically capable I would still go do physical labor jobs so that I could pay the bills. I can't do that now or anytime soon because I need a shoulder replacement surgery on an area that has a history that began in March of 1988. For that long now I have been very disabled but I did everything to hide it because I didn't want anyone to think of me as being vulnerable as a target. In Jan of 1998 I was hit by a car and injured the same spot again. The surgery was not approved until 2000 after lots of physical therapy made it permanently worse. It had two surgeries in 2000 where three pins were inserted where the socket is located, however it really needed a shoulder replacement back then. It still hurt for decades which I told the surgeon many times and caused financial losses that will never be regained. It caused lots of depression too where I would hide away from the public in general which caused large gaps of unemployment in my resume. I can't hide it.
Well now the cancer is added to it along with osteoarthritis. The osteoarthritis causes constant pain and restricted range of motion because of it being severe around the joint and the pins. I can't move it very much because of bone against bone with the pins pinching a nerve where it stays in constant pain.
The cancer so far is not causing that much pain where I could hide that I have it. The pain in the shoulder and the restricted range of motion is something that I am unable to hide. Day after day I am not making any income but instead am dealing with this and with talking to many trying to find income, make connections, or have to spend time talking to the medical team about appointments and other stuff.
I am so exhausted. I am very available to talk to anyone via video chat from a live platform such as YouTube. I will NOT provide any emails, phone numbers, personal address, etc. to anyone. Social media platforms provide enough to make it unnecessary to give any personal details like those out anymore. I have enough information wide open to the entire planet availavle to view, including video updates, on my YouTube channel and GoFundMe page.
Please share my GoFuneMelink. If you landed on this page consider yourself to be my included family. I lost my mother and my father but neither would be available for different reasons anyway. I have depended on strangers in my life since age 7 when I lost my mother. In some ways my 7-year-old emotional part of me never healed and always wonders if anyone will ever accept me in my life like she did. I try to accept others as much as possible while still protecting myself at the same time.
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